YOLO

I was asked once what my goal in life was. I remember answering: “To pay my credit card off.” I did, so where does that leave me? Usually, people my age would want to save up for a new car, a new house and possibly, a tour around the world. Blessed with a very hardworking grandfather, a loving mother and a kuripot gene that never seems to fail, I have achieved them all before the …

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She believed she could, so she did.

It was a cold April 27 when I was laying in bed lecturing myself how I wasted my life away. Recently resigned, only about 50k left on my bank account, single, mother sick, dad mad, and so on… My life was falling apart. I have a very bad habit of giving it my all when I fall in love and lose myself whenever my mom gets a relapse. The endless cycle has always been the …

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From 180 to 130

  It was May of 2010 that I realized it was all over. My fiancé of almost 3 years has finally reached strike 40+3 (40 women he tried to sleep with from myspace and 3 women he actually slept with during our relationship). It didn’t take him long at all to decide to walk away from me. “Let’s face it, Gail. It will never work. I don’t want you anymore.” It was painful enough that …

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I FEEL BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT YOU. ♥

I feel beautiful without you.I look at myself in the mirror with satisfaction.I see a woman. There seems to be a spark in her eyes every time she smiles,She has a glow that never seems to fade away.She doesn’t cry anymore nor worry if you’re with someone else.She now dreams of wonderful things. I feel beautiful without you.I no longer try to copy other girls that you say I should be like.Nor do I need …

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How my mom gave me double dds :)

LADIES & GENTLEMAN! The recipe for big breasts is: AVOCADO SHAKE- ½ avocado, 3 tablespoons of milk and 3 tablespoons of sugar. Drink twice a day- morning & night. According to my mom, I had started drinking it at the age of 5 twice a day until I was 6 or 7 and since then, my breasts never stopped growing until I turned 21. When I started elementary, I was a size 36 cup a. …

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Pakipot

Pakipot daw ako. I didn’t know what it meant. It was a strange new word that I’ve never heard before. With my not so vast vocabulary in Filipino I had assume that this word PAKIPOT is a mix of: PAKI + IPOT= Pakipot, meaning Please poop. I rationed that it means, “Shit ka.” Pakipot was just another way of saying it. When I went home, I had asked my yaya what it meant. See my …

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Goodbye is another chance to love better

People tend to forget how to a person. The feeling that was once there is soon lost. Trapped in each other’s world. No room to breathe. Bounded by the shackles of love. It ceases everything else in this world that expects much from you. Love becomes suffocating than inspiring but that person still holds on. A glimmer of the passion that existed between the two is disappearing. “If only,” was all about that. People kill …

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Dear God

1.17.18 Dearest Lord, You know my heart and how sometimes I break apart thinking of the past. I would wish to undo my mistakes and make the right decisions but it is impossible. Praying for a beautiful life ahead, I can only hope in you. I put my trust that from hereon, there would only be tears of joys, never of heartache, never of pain and never of disappointment. You alone are my answered prayer. …

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The Struggle Is Real – Day 2

I’ve wrote it several times and to no avail. I have to be able to lose 50 pounds or at least 20 kgs before this year end. I’m at the brink of being in the same position of my cousin’s girlfriend who has lost the chance of getting her forever because of her size. I’m currently weighing around 200 / 90kgs. I am severely depressed about it but I’ve managed to survive the day without …

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How to deal with gossip

How to deal with gossip

I have been in a lot of mess lately. I’ve been in and out of issues. And all I can say is it’s tiring! Although during these issue-filled summer, I’ve learned more than anything on how to deal with gossip.  Here’s my realizations and lessons on dealing with gossip. 1. People can always switch sides no matter how close.  You might have a loyal set of acquaintances that you seemingly talk to daily or even …

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How to work at home

How to work at home

I’ve been getting a lot of questions lately about how I work at home and how I get my clients. Some ask help to find an online job. With that in mind, I made a guide on how to work at home: Here are the sites I trust for onlinejobs so far: 1. https://www.onlinejobs.ph/ 2. https://manila.craigslist.com.ph/search/jjj I’ve never tried Upwork yet but I heard wonders. You can try it here: https://www.upwork.com/ If you’re a designer, …

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Road to 150

Road to 150

I’m overweight and I feel depressed over it. I’m tired of checking my old pictures and saying “That was me 4 years ago… that one was 6.” I get overly affected when people jokingly say “What happened? What made you fat?” It hurts me without saying directly to my face that I look different. I’ve started so many ways to lose weight and I’ve done it before too but maintaining it has always been my …

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